I'm not sure what to say. I feel like I should right a blog, but don't feel like there's much of a point now since Dad's gone.
I guess the most important thing to let you all know is that we are all hanging in there. I know so many people have offered help, want to do something to help or just want to make sure I'm okay, and I appreciate that. I really do. But I have no idea what could help me right this second. Nothing can replace the gaping hole I have in my heart, in my life right now. I can't even call my Dad. No matter how far away he's been in the past, we've never gone more than a day or two without talking. So, best I can do is try to rest my exhausted head on my couch. Please don't take it personally if I don't: A) Answer my phone, including text messages, B) Respond to your emails, or C) Want you to come over.
I'm having a hard time trying to talk to people. I know most have a hard time figuring out what to say to me, but "How are you?" will most likely net you an explosion. I'm terrible! I'm sure it will get easier, but right now, I'm just not doing so well.
I guess that's it.